| gossips |
[10 Nov 2009|11:28pm] |
recently,
i've been on the front cover of this month's gossip mag.
what i want to say is that,
have you guys ever wondered who u hurt when u make a untrue comment or spread those malicious gossips?
i know gossip is one of the way to make superficial friendships.
harping on other ppl's not so glorious moment seems to be something that people like to do.
but have anyone wondered themselve, what if the topic is directed at them instead?
how would they feel?
how would you feel?
next time before u decide to pass on a gossip, without first clarifying with the poor victim,
think about how u'd hurt the person.
think about how u'd react if u were in the person's shoes.
This is one tradition that should be phased out.
and whatever you guys say, our friendship is solid like steel thou we have our dull moments which is norm.
care about ur own studies first.
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| my only heart. |
[04 Nov 2009|01:53am] |
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phy wants to: thank the heaven that i found you.
you are my sweet content.
at the end of a bad day in school,
i look forward to coming back to you.
you make all my problems go away when i look into your eyes.
phy's property if u r reading this,
YOU ARE BEAUTIFUL TO ME.
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| masks. |
[02 Nov 2009|12:09pm] |
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feels like i dont know what is going on around me anymore.
i always thought that people make mistakes so that they can learn from it.
not to be condemned. seems like i was wrong. everyone only sees the bad light of everyone.
everyone has their moments of ups and downs.
i tot friends were supposed to pull them up when they are down.
not to kick them further down.
guess i was wrong. again. feels like everyone that is close, is only here because they want something.
i dont like being kept in the dark.
i dont like feeling this sense of helplessness.
sounds like my depressing neuro lecture which i had earlier.
which one of you here, are atually real and true to what you say to me?
one by one, the masks comes off.
i dont want to see what is behind.
if it means losing what i had.
for the first time,
all my passion for this is gone.
Gone.
there's just too much going on at the moment for me to handle.
its ok, im that good at acting.
as the rest of you all are.
everything will be alright.
(at least on the surface it will)
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| my wrong doings |
[26 Oct 2009|01:14am] |
finally a picture post!
illegal midnight swimming plus longkang exploration in PULAU NTU.
 
Salomon Xtrail Run help out. at 5am!!!! zzzz
Crashing Trek-comm steamboat
ODAC family bbq (theme was colourful tourist)
i was supposed to be a chinaman, but i guess i failed miserably.
i HUAT odac HUAT me!
Adsports 3rd meeting, plus celebration of yihao's and claire's bday
berkelah subcomm HUAT trip!
 
B-EAST (biking in the east) recce 1
cycled till my butt grew big.
from ecp to tampines bike trail, to changi, back to ecp.
Q3 trek recce 1
Odac Family Day
(first event organized by ADSPORTS!)
plus many many more hip and happening stuffs.
etc eugene tay bday party, atc + adsports steamboat.
busy life.
contented i am.
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| random tots. |
[17 Oct 2009|12:50am] |
this blog is fast increasingly becoming a boring pictureless blog.
due to my lazyness number one,
number two, my uber ultra tortoise slow internet connection.
what i've been up to:
-Recce trips for Adsports events.
-ODAC Tower defense at library
-Mugging at MSE with cushions and atas furnitures
-booth manning
-STEAMBOATS! (seriously i've like 3 this week)
-stay overs at room 1204 every thursday
-illegal midnight swimming
-longkang exploration in NTU in the middle of the night
-FYP (its not final year project yet, its find your partner. lol. ok im joking)
-wasting time watching Fringe n Dexter and fb-ing
-sleepless nights in hall
-stoning and wasting precious study time
-meetings and more meetings
ok boring busy life.
if i could only read your mind from ur lips n eyes.
den i'll be the best fortune teller in the world!
ok back to wasting time.
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| broken |
[11 Oct 2009|02:10am] |
dear mum,
have you ever thought of me when you spend the weekends out with your friends?
or with your supposed boyfriend that is a stroke patient now due to drinking n smoking?
have you ever thought of me when you spend the weekends drinking and coming back home drunk?
what if you get a stroke as well?
what will happen to me? who will take care of you?
who will take care of grandma?
who will take care of me?
you have never played ur role as a mum to me.
growing up, i never had the privilege as compared to kids my age,
the love of a mum n dad.
i hate you.
the both of you.
for not giving me the home which i deserve.
for not giving me the love which i deserve.
for not giving me the childhood which i deserve.
for making me who i am today.
uncompassionateless and filled with hate for this world.
most of all,
i hate myself.
for being born to the two most unworthy human beings on earth.
God just save me my misery.
end this, end me.
i dont belong here.
never did.
never will.
never can.
i laugh, i play the fool, im the joker of all social functions,
its all a facade
but who can truely understand what im going through?
i need an end to this.
the last drink tonight,
to forget my misery,
at least for the next sleeping hours,
till i awake,
and it starts all over again.
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| another batch of huaters. |
[11 Sep 2009|01:54am] |
pardon my absence.
Have been damn busy with what Adsports new batch of subcommers,
Duties as a Maincommer,
planning subcomm trip and attending trip leading 'lessons'.
not to mention how lagging i am in school work.
its week 5 n i am barely even touching week 1's lectures.
i cant believe i am still going trekking in DATUK this weekend for main comm trip.
09.09.09,
adsports 2nd comm had our last official meeting.
adsports retreat buffet style.
At AGM, totally broke down.
cause i know its time for me to part with them,
and lead 3rd comm now.
Everything is so different, so difficult and so emotional without my 2nd comm.
We were strangers at the beginning, best of friends at the end.
How can i just let go?
the memories, the experiences, the discoveries with you all.
Every smile on my face or every happy memory that i have of ODAC,
is because of you guys.
Now that im the only one officially left in the comm,
i guess i really have to look deep n hard within myself,
to find the strength and same enthu to lead the new batch of huaters.
it is however, not the same.
i miss you guys.
Adsports 2nd comm will always be a part of me.
thank you. all of you.
Esther.Siying.May Hwee.Tanya.Jianda.Jocelyn.Zun Chen.Alvin.Shuqi.Joanne.Naresh
ADSPORTS 2nd COMM HUAT AH!!!!!!!!
when a door closes, another will open.
hello to 14th main comm!
I certainly look forward to working/messing/playing/stoning/stirring shit with all 20 of us.
DATUK WILL BE HUAT!!!!
and....
to our HUAT 3rd Adsports comm,
you guys r a bunch of sibeh enthu kids.
Hopefully, i'd be able to let all of you fall in love with adsports as much as i did.
First event! ODAC Family Day is going to be a blast!
And den its off to berkelah for our subcomm trip.
Phy is goin to HUAT odac along!
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| ascend to Mt Kinabalu |
[12 Aug 2009|12:08am] |
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Day 03:
i think jason is our jinx.
the guides were saying it was one of the worst weather in ages.
Rained n rained.
wind was 70km/hr.
temp up there? freaking less den 5 degrees.
I had to stomp on my feet countless times on my way up,
cause i couldnt feel my toes.
the wind blew me from left to right.
the rain made me drenched from right shoes to left shoes.
and still i made it up, faster than average.
3hrs 45mins.
reached base camp ard 2pm plus. sibeh early.
( Pictures of the torture )
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| beach day fun |
[06 Aug 2009|03:18am] |
day 02:
travelled to SAPI island for
snorkling, parasailing, flying-fish,
relac one corner.
Flying fish was utterly hilarious.
everyone was commenting it would be 'flying phy',
but alas i had the last laugh.
others flew, but i stayed on the float. wahahaha
( click for pictures )
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| journey to SABAH, home to MT. Kinabalu |
[06 Aug 2009|02:59am] |
will post pics to MT. k according to days.
PLEASE SEND ME WHITE WATER RAFTING PICS SOON SO THAT I CAN POST LEH!!!
Day 01:
Met up with the garang gang at terminal 1.
Some of the ODACians came n sent us off.
so nice of them.
and its let's go to kota kinabalu!!
 
 
 
 
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| Post FOOT syndrome |
[28 Jul 2009|12:12am] |
Now that FOOT'09 has officially ended,
and all the seriously ill has gotten well,
plus all the healthy has gotten sick,
I bid a sad yet sweet farewell to adsports 08/09.
now is not the time to cry,
for we have one last event yet,
and that is our very huat comm retreat.
thou i will be missing post FOOT outing at sentosa,
due to me being in mt k
(sad to say, im flying off tmr, tues night)
this very noisy AETHER GL will be in everyone's hearts. (hopefully!)
all the huat GLS! Ourio, Dyeus, Aether, Ceres! O.D.A.C!  gls practising gl dance in where? GIRLS TOILET! cos the guys one too smelly. haha! 
finale night! to the theme of 'all whites!' yes yes, that is an stc badge, and my stc nametag, lol 6 days of non stop action, fun, cheer, saboh-ing, huatness. all good things comes to an end. its the beginning of yet another generation, ready to take over the helms. i hope i am ready. i've officially confessed to myself,
what i feel. |
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| ANTI homosnobs. |
[16 Jul 2009|01:17am] |
fuck you Westboro Baptist Church.
fuck you haters.
its you haters that are going to hell.
not us, not lovers.
FUCK you n ur wrapped mentalistic ideas about homosexuality.
abomination? back at you!
even without gays,
the world is dying with all you homophobs or snobs i would say.
DONT YOU DARE USE THE BIBLE AGAINST US.
God said to love your neighbours.
not to wedge anti-gay wars, hate crimes and spew utter rubbish that you have COMPLETELY no understanding of.
i have made my peace.
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| Foot 09 belongs to us |
[15 Jul 2009|09:52pm] |
just returned from Mt K training.
seriously, why so serious?
DAMN my bones are aching.
i predict reumatism in old age.
Harry potter out tomorrow!
hope i wont end up cursing n swearing,
like i did with the previous 2.
But oh well,
the masterstroke of jk rowling can never be matched with a mere 2.5hr movie.
some nimrod of a kokster dropped out just cause,
'uh, my fren not going so i not going'.
den your fren pcc, u want to pcc with him?
annoying fucktard seriously.
Uni students are supposed to be INDEPENDENT no?
thanks for dropping out anw,
so that someone MORE deserving on the waitlist can get the chance.
stay over at jeremy's this fri!
DOTA~!
MAHJONG!
BOARDGAMES
GUITAR HEROES!!
banner painting plus army market this sat
Gl stayover sunday
and its a hectic week of foot mon-sat.
hope i dont die n lose my voice.
Foot 09 briefing!
 
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| Foot 09 briefing. |
[14 Jul 2009|02:37am] |
wow.
jingchu just posted LAST YEAR's Foot briefing pics.
when i was just a mere freshie.
how time flies.
Now i am witnessing the new batch of freshies coming in.
From ALYA to AETHER!
i'll always be in grp A!
HUAT AH!
damn i still look the same.
lol.
 
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| tahan kids buay tahan |
[12 Jul 2009|12:11am] |
even though i did not join the tahan kids to tahan,
i would like to applaud their tahan-ness,
for spending 10days trekking that wretched mountain,
Gunang Tahan.
the following reasons have given me some form of motivation,
to want to go for the NEXT tahan trip.
firstly, AWESOME FUCKING VIEW!
secondly, AWESOME LOADS OF LEECHES!!
(i have never got bitten before my entire trekking life, so heng right)
thirdly, AWESOME foot rotting experience.
i think most of them came back with huge ass ugly scars.
esp hazel. omg, angry red blots all over her unsexy leg. lol.
anw, meet the freshies yest.
aether freshies were abit tad quiet.
hopefully they'll unleash their inner monsters in FOOT!
lol.
shit, i have yet to train for MT K!!
and its in 2 weeks time. OMFG.
i do hope that i do not die up there.
the temp is freaking 0 degrees up to the summit.
oh wells, white water rafting to look forward to!
and all these is TWO days after foot.
pray i dont fall sick.
 
 
 
 
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| busy busy busy |
[08 Jul 2009|10:46pm] |
been really busy.
preparing for Foot (freshmen overseas orientation trip)
alot of admin stuffs to do,
lots of planning, and etc.
Aether's teeshirt design.
Yes that's my group's name.
credits all to iffah.
huat ah
 
we alr had two gl meeting so far.
first aid course today and tmr.
9am-6pm, super shag.
this friday is meet the freshies day at esplanade.
im excited, stressed and anxious.
hopefully, everyone will enjoy themselves,
and their two very lame GLs (me n chong yew),
plus all my very pro SAs.
SA meeting at jeremy's house was a huge success!
thank you everyone.
i didnt expect such a huge turn out.
pictures from the two gl meeting.
discussion and more discussion.
den eating n more eating.
We are a bunch of kokster gls.
so freshies beware. whahaha
 
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| PR of malaysia SOON. |
[23 Jun 2009|12:05am] |
Batu pahat trip was damn makanlicious!
where do you find damn yummy durians and only for 1rm?
BATU PAHAT of cos!
 
i think the hotel smelled durian breath on all 8 of us.
they tak boleh tahan.
lolness.
we relived childhood moments at the wonderously lousy arcade.
daytona-ed
para para ed
bishy bashi-ed
time crisis-ed
and of cos makan!
the dinner menu:
20 otahs
7 chicken wings
2 large sting rays
2 plates of orh lua (the bestest that i had ever tasted in my 22yrs on earth)
2 plates of lala
1 plate of zutzut
1 plate of rojak
1 large plate of fried beehoon
1 large plate of hokkien mee
1 large plate of fried sotong
4 big gigantic jugs of sugar cane
 
 
the above is only 1 plate of stingray half eaten. imagine we had TWO!
and the best part?
we were STILL HUNGRY after that.
so we went for supper.
but not before some extremely dangerous stunts on a road,
where motorist perform stunts and race.
we cam-whored in the middle of that road.
HAHA
 
 
my supper,
the next day, we travelled to outskirts of the town,
but not before saying goodbie to the hotel,
the ODAC way.
 
had yummylicious dimsum first.
half of what i ate looked damn alien,
but wah lao, its damn good.
the jetty where Aiting and Alvin became Aivin and Alting. LOL!
 
 
coin tossing at wishing wells where wishes come true,
(at least according to them, mine did. lol)
fish touching for good luck
(they are even taller than jocelyn)
 
and of cos,
MAKAN!
the lunch menu:
sambal kangkong
hotplate beancurd
SALTED EGG CRAB!
fried squid
oat prawns (or is it cereal prawns?)
a good crab is NOT for sharing. lol
OWNED!
after this, batu pahat should rename itself to 'batu HUAThat!'
it was senior's camp at pelepah 2 days after.
 
and eating at taman sentosa after break camp.
i think i am permanently full and on a diet now.
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| batu pahat here we come! |
[16 Jun 2009|09:36pm] |
this scene will strictly NOT be seen tomorrow.
i ban trekking bags, trekking sandals, fbt shorts and dri-fit shirts for our trip to batu pahat tmr morn.
will be back thurs night.
i cant wait for the uber yummylicious food waiting for us,
and my stomach just made a sound of agreement by grumbling loudly.
oh, was jio-ed to go kayaking this fri,
but after kayak expe and ATC?!
...i've seen too much of kayaks to last a lifetime.
no kayaking for me, at least until next sem.
been planning 5j'04 gathering. i cant wait to see how everyone looks like now.
it's been 5 years since i grad from STC.
well, next fri i'd get to see them girls.
bye shitapore once again!
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| Malaysia truely asia!!! |
[13 Jun 2009|09:28pm] |
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back from STONG.
good pre-training for my MT. Kinabalu trip next month.
guess i'd be going back to STONG for the third time.. not anytime soon. lol
Next week, adsports will be travelling to Batu pahat during the weekdays for Huat shopping,
and even HUATER FOOD!!!!
and its no rest for the weekends cos we'd be going to pelepah for our overseas seniors camp,
in preparation for FOOT (freshmen overseas orientation trip).
im like travelling to msia every 5 days.
i think i need a new passport by next year.
lol.
I need new camp equipments by next month at this rate.
my fieldchair already cui-ded.
stupid cupid stop hitting on me.
aim your arrows elsewhere please.
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| huaters in vietnam |
[29 May 2009|06:04pm] |
last week, the huaters embarked on a journey to vietnam, Ho Chi Minh for 6 days.
the 12 of us experienced 3 different vietnam hotels,
many different locations,
learnt bargaining skills,
and how not to get cheated by the locals there.
plus the adrenaline ride of a lifetime down the sandunes.
bon voyage huaters!
 
 
trip to mekong delta, war remanents museum, cu chi tunnel and cao dai temple.
cao dai is a religion of rojak literally.
they mix christianity, buddistism, taoism, and confuciousism (if there is such a word).
and then an overnight bus journey to MUI NE!!!!
where all the fun begins!
 
 
our resort by the pacific ocean (according to jianda the SCHOLAR)
yes yes, jumping shots and pointing poses again?
oh well, that is ODAC for you! lol
and den at 4.30am even before the sun woke up,
we journeyed just for this!
 
 
 
 
 
THE SANDUNES!!!!! freaking awesome!
check out the video!
bestest thing ever!
going down headfirst was even more amazing!
i love the huaters.
tmr,
ADSPORTS proudly presents,
KAYAKING EXPEDITION!
time to get sun burnt.
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| what i've been busy with. |
[23 May 2009|09:51pm] |
back from vietnam!
pics will post next time
the past 3 weeks was uber damn hectic.
Come-pong odac:
 
Adsports gathering @ brewerks & pump-room:
 
Lata berembun 4wheel drive:
 
Pumpfest 2009:
 
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| pinch it, pull it, pump it. |
[13 May 2009|04:37pm] |
back from lata berembun!
four wheel drive is damn huat.
half submerged in water during river crossing.
the slides down the waterfall is super adrenaline rush.
oh, and im going to STONG agn in june.
its the company that counts!
cliff diving agn! woohoo!
im too lazy to upload pics.
mon: store washing, yacht club meeting.
tues: pumpfest wall building
weds: DOTA
thurs: watch movie, pumpfest briefing plus stay overnite at velocity to look after the stuffs.
we're all bringing laptop to DOTA and watch shows.
plus those staying ard novena will hear crazy singing in the middle of the night.
we have sound system, using it for forefeits. wahaha
friday: Pumpfest duty
Sunday: Pumpfest funclimb
next week: i will be enjoying myself in VIETNAM with ADSPORTS! huat ah.
monday morning flight!!!
in the month between may to july,
i will be going overseas at least 6 times.
away from shitapore.
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[30 Apr 2009|01:44am] |
today is my freedom.
at last.
\moved out of hall.
looked forward to going back home.
but when i found 2 lumps on my silky,
cried till my eyes sored.
i will give up almost anything,
(including being dateless for the next 5yrs of my life)
for the two lumps to be beign/
please.
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| whats due. |
[18 Apr 2009|12:29am] |
Upcoming events From NTU ODAC:
1. Pumpfest
2. Atc
3. FOOT(freshmen orientatiob camp)
me, rosey, daisy n raisin have checked our 3mths holiday schedule.
packed to the sardine brim.
only 1 week which i dont have any thing to do with ODAC.
hurry book me while stock's last.
meanwhile,
2 rtard papers down,
4 more rtard ones to go.
29th will be my freedom,
plus hall packing.
plus stong dinner.
plus midnite kbox.
bye world.
back to chem-whoring,
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