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[17 Oct 2011|07:24pm] |
hello you tinik.
there's no place like HOME huh. =D
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| holiday happenings |
[22 Jun 2010|12:33am] |
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i swear that livejournal sucks.
i cant upload anypics!
either that or singnet sucks.
oh, i guess its just BOTH!
RAWR.
now lets see, half my hols is gone.
busy with ODAC, what else.
over-the-sea to msia and indonasia.
and many more to come.
THIS WEEKEND PELEPAH.
3rd time!!
Next tues, STONG, 3rd time.
my last event as an Adsports SPO has officially ended.
so non-officially, my term in 14th maincomm has ended as well.
its not the position that i will miss,
i dont think i will ever miss being as SPO.
but however, i WILL miss the times spent with huaters.
the friendships made.
i never knew we could be so close.
in all honesty, i tot it was impossible.
but i achieved it.
its a bitter sweet feeling to get there.
i think only esther and siying will understand.
what it means to build a comm from scratch,
not having anyone to direct you,
but urself and ur partner decide the paths taken.
the feeling of seeing evryone play, laugh, talk about themselves, share their joy,
treating us really like a friend, not just an spo.
and keeping the friendships even when all our events have ended. all 7 events.
wow. 7 events, 1 year, 12 huaters.
im so proud. really damn proud.
i dont even want to think about the emotions i'll face come next agm.
it is not easy keeping a comm tgt,
it is never easy putting yourself out there for all ur comm members.
it is however,
the hardest to let go, and wish the best for the next comm.
but i will let my fledgings go and make the mark on their own.
its their time now.
Foot will be my last odac event.
what a remarkable 2 years it has been.
without adsports, i dont think i'd ever be in odac.
Adsports, a place i'd always call home.
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[12 Jun 2010|09:34pm] |
im having a hangover from watching all the series of avatar- the last airbender.
(no, not the ugly blue thing that hit ur movie screens in 3d)
after completing all 3 seasons worth almost 60 over episodes in a week,
i have no idea what other shows i should watch.
every day i just wana watch cartoon but my freggin internet is too slow.
screw you singtel.
on the bright side, WORLDCUP!!!
GERMANY!!!
SPAIN!!!
i finally stopped procrastinating about my exercise regime,
and went to bought a bike named blue black. cos of its colour.
instead of exercising and losing weight,
im exercising and GAINING weight.
why?
because i happily ate like 3 days worth of supper after that.
and i am 100% sure that this will continue till my fat belly becomes a a king-size pillow.
YEO LUYING YOU BIMBO! who rather watch boring mexico yst than go cycle with me.
you watch out gay, your tummy growing bigger.
squeezed with the million and 1 humans at IT fair.
i was so tempted to buy so many stuffs.
oh wells. thank goodness you are more money-sensible than me.
if not i'd be bankrupt a hundred times over. lol.
a short but happy day. =]
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[07 Jun 2010|10:49pm] |
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trust. when its broken, it cannot be repaired.
its probably none of my business whats been happening but when its my friends that are getting hurt,
i feel for them.
from now on, i'd spend all my time and effort on my own personal life instead.
at least this is something which i will not let anyone control.
its time to meet up with sec sko/poly frens.
mamepokos, KLJWS, phy have missed you greatly.
mahjong, prawning and kbox soon.
i'd be free for you guys.
the change in priority is great!
more time for me, you, and friends.
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[06 Jun 2010|02:51am] |
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for the record, im not upset about being dropped.
did not even want it.
i am however upset, with the way things were handled.
how many broken friendships cos of this?
how many betrayals and backs were stabbed?
how many people do you have to hurt in the process?
those people you hurt are my friends.
stop it. right now.
this issint your playground anymore.
you're past your expiry date.
grow up and move on.
you're such a COWARD.
talking when their backs are turned.
if you're so great,
say it to their face.
asswipe.
i dont believe in family. anymore.
the 4 of you, i believe in you. and whatever happens, i have your back.
no matter what they may say.
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[05 Jun 2010|01:46am] |
when you have already given your best, and people who dont understands you still puts you down,
there is every right to be upset.
if you think you can do a better job that you have to criticise others,
then by all means, go and TRY do it.
or maybe you have already done that,
but FAILED in your attempt.
so now by sabotaging others who is doing a BETTER job than you so that you'd feel good about yourself,
ha, you make me despise you.
i will not stoop so low to your dung hole.
as long as my TRUE friends know me for who i really am,
all the bullshitters can just go kiss my ass.
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[31 May 2010|02:01am] |
Seriously, i think SBS FOC has always been pathetic.
well, this year will be the most pathetic, ever.
i wonder why.
what a HUGE contrast to what i experienced.
ALYA, and then AETHER, i will never forget.
thank goodness i made the right choice.
i hope, the many thousands out there coming in, will too.
Bless my FOOT!
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[27 May 2010|01:55am] |
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Results are OUT!! i cant believe it! all A!!!! woohoo! the sem when i skip the most lessons, most slack, most nua, atually got the best results so far. YEAR 4 here i come!!!! just one more sem of crap and its FYP, and its bye bye NTU!! loola with huaters was great. when im not so lazy to upload pics, den shall update.
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[26 May 2010|12:55am] |
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i never thought i'd ever say this,
but i hate you. you wana play? mind games it shall be then. thank goodness i still have bee to turn to in times like this.
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| goodbye? |
[14 May 2010|12:30am] |
if you manage to successfully switch,
i think it'd be the start of the end.
In a place where everyone scheme and plot to get what they want,
and you, so naive and innocent,
will just fall prey to them.
what will become of your heart?
what will become of you?
maybe i wouldnt know you anymore.
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| bored exam post-its |
[13 May 2010|08:54pm] |
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i was tramautized last night with a horrible nightmare,
of studying for proteomics paper. and not being able to study it finish in time.
zomg.. EXAMS ARE OVER PHY!!!
when exam stressed gets to you,
i ended up writting post-its for friends and strangers alike.
For esther. (did a series of post its for her, for each module)
For esther, Pharmo paper.
For esther, proteo paper
For esther, drug discovery paper
For ella, who's taking Traditional Chinese Medicine
For karen, who HATES physics.
For claire, who is too busy with other stuffs to study.
for claire, on our stem cell paper
for bee, whose hp ringing irritates me everytime.
technology is really such a bother.
for bee, who was slacking away.
for bee, =]
pasted this at hall 12's toilet.
the disgusting ppl (i suspect the bloody ah tiongs) duno how to pee properly.
that time i saw an ang moh taking photo of my post its. lol.
i wanted to paste this in hall 12's toilet but was too lazy to do so.
all the disgusting blood on the toilet seat. ARGHS.
thats all for post-its.
perhaps when im stressed again. lol
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| pain(t) ball |
[09 May 2010|12:48am] |
adsports organized a paintball trip to msia today.
im so proud of the huaters.
they really have grown up and come a long way since the very first time they came for the interview.
it was really such an adrenaline rush in the battle field.
the pain was really ZOMFFG!
overall, everyone had fun.
be it being shot kazillion times even after you are already declared 'dead'
or camping at ur basecamp and getting ganged,
or getting ur ass shot by ur teammates
or shooting ur teammate in the face when he crept up on u like an idiot.
we must be 24 sadistic people to love paintball.
i need to go heal my bruises now.
btw, EXAM WAS JUST OVER YST!!!! 4 mths of holiday,
im embracing you with PAIN(t).
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[31 Mar 2010|11:44pm] |
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irritated. frustrated. damn it.
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| lost.. |
[15 Mar 2010|12:12am] |
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this past week has been crazy.
monday was presentation for elective.
(i hate that stupid elective!!!)
tues study study
weds quiz + celebrate bday
thurs study.
friday quiz + bday
sat open house. (spent the whole damn day at home after that. what a birthday. ha)
sun q3 trek, dinner with mom.
there goes my week. havent even had time to do other stuffs.
anw, thurs odac ppeeps came over to surprise me.
thank you everyone.
i really didnt expect it.
thank you for phynic.
thank you for coming all the way down even thou it was quiz week.
this is phynic the hedgehog.
btw, the name was given by them, not me.
and den it reminded me of last year's.
even though there were lesser ppl,
but it was dearer and closer.
the ccb bday cake..
the people.
and itchy hand me went to look at photos.
so many fun times.
why is it so different now?
why is it so different ever since october.
is it because i dont know how to manage my time well?
i really dont know what happened.
we used to be so close.
and den somehow.. *kapoof*
so many maybes...
maybe its all just a misunderstanding.
maybe it issint.
maybe im thinking too much.
maybe this doesnt even matter to you at all.
iguessiwill neverknow.
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| my own valentine's. |
[14 Feb 2010|08:25pm] |
 
 
 
haji lane. lychee martini ice cream. paparazzi.
demsey lane. ps cafe. night stroll down 'avatar-street'.
all the rest of you wannabe chasers can GTFO and GYOGF.
losers.
that girl is mine.
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| adsports xmas gift exchange and Batu pahat trip! |
[01 Jan 2010|11:23pm] |
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"I want your love and i want your revenge
you and me could write a bad romance.."
Thanks to karen & aiting,
this song is stuck in my head.
we kept singing this song just to annoy aiting. wahaha.
 
Adsports 3rd comm had our xmas exchange at fish & co.
door stoppers, hersheys kisses and thumbdrive aside,
we gave karen a bday surprise!
she had to stand on the chair. lol.
the bartender gave her FREE flamming waterfall!!!
what the sai. got 7 other bday girls/boys there oso but they didnt get the offer.
bet cos the bartender thinks she is pretty. PUI. haha.
 
Adsports 2nd comm xmas exchange at cafe iguana!
i missed you guys so much.
the poses of esther,
the coldness of siying,
the 'presence' of naresh,
the laughter of mayhwee,
the dirtyness of tanya,
the cuteness of jocelyn,
the cockness of jianda,
the seriousness of alvin,
the blurness of joanne,
the jackassness of zunchen,
the pornstarness of shuqi.
 
Adsports 3rd comm (plus a lil of 2nd comm ppl) went to batu pahat,
from the 30th to 31st!
YUMMY FOOD!
playing open number where the loser have to take orh lua 'shots'.
karen the suay kid tio 8 out of 15-20rounds.
damn huat KTV session.
weiting is like another aiting.
both sing without mic, yet stil sound louder den those with mic.
Temples with interesting stuffs,
kimjoo n tanya tying the knot on lover's bridge. lol.
 
Right after we came back form batu pahat,
we rushed to the airport to send two huaters off.
Joanne to Canada,
jianda to US.
had to run from mrt to t3, just in time to catch joanne.
while waiting for jianda,
we played russian roulette (me n kimsy san bought a set from batu pahat! lol)
banged, saboteur, forfeits.
and not forgetting,
COUNT DOWN TO 2010 at the airport! lol
 
goh jianda! i will miss you like mad!
really really miss you.
come back soon!
and we will all have fun again!
phy loves u!
take care of urself.
dont come back looking like shu hong, with ang moh gf.
lol.
after this few days of spending so much quality time with the huaters,
i've realized how much i enjoy being with each n every one of them.
it is not easy transiting from a subcommer, to being a SPO.
where there is so much responsibility on ur shoulders.
but with a partner to share them with, (kimsy san!)
and the laughter on all their faces,
i am HAPPY, CONTENTED, to have all 10 of u, as our 'children'.
watching everyone grow, fall, and stand up again.
thank you huaters, for the memorable 2009.
2010 will be even better with u guys!
and to the most impt person in my life,
thank u, for entering my world.
2010 is gona be GREAT!
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| busy bee holiday |
[26 Dec 2009|07:25pm] |
Since exams ended, been busy with,
- storepacking,
- q3 trek (adsports very first public event, im proud of my huaters!)
- met with bimbos @ holland V
- adjam dry run plus adjam
- prawning!!!
- kushin-bo!!
- maincommers christmas exchange and wild wild drinking nite
- Lata berembun trip leading. waterfalls plus leeches plus fireflies
i love buffets! kushinbo was totally awesome!
 
 
 
Adjam with jc kids. = aether reunion!
waterfall slide at lata!
Q3 trek
Maincomm xmas exchange @ my fav brewerks!
i've became chao tar-ded from all the odac activities.
more to look 4ward to.
Adsports 2nd comm xmas exchange tmr.
Biking dry run.
Adsports 3rd huat comm xmas exchange
Adsports batu pahat trip
Cameron trip
B-EAST atual.
zomg! where have my holidays gone?
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| on holiday! |
[12 Dec 2009|04:58pm] |
its my 4th official post exam-free day.
been having adsports event, odac event
meeting with the bimbos(lu, twins, dan n pam)
staying in my new 'home' @ 1205 with bee.
what a suite (sweet) life.
honestly, phy have never been more contented.
will be travelling to msia truely asia 3 times in 15 days.
with what odac trips, adsports private makan trip.
wat i wished for christmas, is already what i have.
thank you santa claus.
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[07 Dec 2009|01:01am] |
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pissed off.
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| gossips |
[10 Nov 2009|11:28pm] |
recently,
i've been on the front cover of this month's gossip mag.
what i want to say is that,
have you guys ever wondered who u hurt when u make a untrue comment or spread those malicious gossips?
i know gossip is one of the way to make superficial friendships.
harping on other ppl's not so glorious moment seems to be something that people like to do.
but have anyone wondered themselve, what if the topic is directed at them instead?
how would they feel?
how would you feel?
next time before u decide to pass on a gossip, without first clarifying with the poor victim,
think about how u'd hurt the person.
think about how u'd react if u were in the person's shoes.
This is one tradition that should be phased out.
and whatever you guys say, our friendship is solid like steel thou we have our dull moments which is norm.
care about ur own studies first.
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| my only heart. |
[04 Nov 2009|01:53am] |
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phy wants to: thank the heaven that i found you.
you are my sweet content.
at the end of a bad day in school,
i look forward to coming back to you.
you make all my problems go away when i look into your eyes.
phy's property if u r reading this,
YOU ARE BEAUTIFUL TO ME.
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| masks. |
[02 Nov 2009|12:09pm] |
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feels like i dont know what is going on around me anymore.
i always thought that people make mistakes so that they can learn from it.
not to be condemned. seems like i was wrong. everyone only sees the bad light of everyone.
everyone has their moments of ups and downs.
i tot friends were supposed to pull them up when they are down.
not to kick them further down.
guess i was wrong. again. feels like everyone that is close, is only here because they want something.
i dont like being kept in the dark.
i dont like feeling this sense of helplessness.
sounds like my depressing neuro lecture which i had earlier.
which one of you here, are atually real and true to what you say to me?
one by one, the masks comes off.
i dont want to see what is behind.
if it means losing what i had.
for the first time,
all my passion for this is gone.
Gone.
there's just too much going on at the moment for me to handle.
its ok, im that good at acting.
as the rest of you all are.
everything will be alright.
(at least on the surface it will)
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| my wrong doings |
[26 Oct 2009|01:14am] |
finally a picture post!
illegal midnight swimming plus longkang exploration in PULAU NTU.
 
Salomon Xtrail Run help out. at 5am!!!! zzzz
Crashing Trek-comm steamboat
ODAC family bbq (theme was colourful tourist)
i was supposed to be a chinaman, but i guess i failed miserably.
i HUAT odac HUAT me!
Adsports 3rd meeting, plus celebration of yihao's and claire's bday
berkelah subcomm HUAT trip!
 
B-EAST (biking in the east) recce 1
cycled till my butt grew big.
from ecp to tampines bike trail, to changi, back to ecp.
Q3 trek recce 1
Odac Family Day
(first event organized by ADSPORTS!)
plus many many more hip and happening stuffs.
etc eugene tay bday party, atc + adsports steamboat.
busy life.
contented i am.
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| random tots. |
[17 Oct 2009|12:50am] |
this blog is fast increasingly becoming a boring pictureless blog.
due to my lazyness number one,
number two, my uber ultra tortoise slow internet connection.
what i've been up to:
-Recce trips for Adsports events.
-ODAC Tower defense at library
-Mugging at MSE with cushions and atas furnitures
-booth manning
-STEAMBOATS! (seriously i've like 3 this week)
-stay overs at room 1204 every thursday
-illegal midnight swimming
-longkang exploration in NTU in the middle of the night
-FYP (its not final year project yet, its find your partner. lol. ok im joking)
-wasting time watching Fringe n Dexter and fb-ing
-sleepless nights in hall
-stoning and wasting precious study time
-meetings and more meetings
ok boring busy life.
if i could only read your mind from ur lips n eyes.
den i'll be the best fortune teller in the world!
ok back to wasting time.
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